No, nothing new.

Oh, just the odd post, to keep this blog active...

Reverse counting...

I'm not quitting "adult" chats, just trying to reduce the time I waste on the relative websites and forums...

The more I log in, the more "friends" I meet. I can't handle it anymore. Not that I have hundreds of friends, but I like to concentrate on conversations with the ones I have.

Ashamed to say that my "adult" friends are people interesting to talk to, not just cyber with. It took long hours of weeding out the ones who would bore me and I intend to keep the "quality" standards at a high level. :)

If they find me equally interesting, they will keep in touch.
If not, I wish them all the best, keep well, ciao.

Coincidence, I'm sure.

I chat with someone, we talk about everyday things, I tell him I like, let's say...oranges. Next day, some new man contacts me and wants to talk to me. Guess what, he's crazy about oranges.

I chat with someone, we talk about old buildings. Next day, someone wants my msn address and guess what, his profession is about old buildings.

Some people talk to me regularly enough to get a feeling about their use of language, or their kinks, for that matter. A new person contacts me out of the blue, and I have a deja vu.

Am I paranoid, or am I paranoid?

Ok, it might be my tastes. That I somehow chose people with similar personalities, but...

I guess you could fake an online personna, but your personality will be there for all to see, sooner or later...

What do I have to do to persuade you that I'm not a Thai cam model?

To all the retarded chatters out there:

Not every woman who talks to you in "strange" (aka adult) chatrooms and websites is a professional lover looking for clients.

So please, please, please stop asking for my site's url, my payment method or my office's contact details.

You make yourselves ridiculous.

All the "cliches" apply!

Sex websites that gather users from all over the world, are OK. You can weed out the boring ones or those with very different fantasies from yours and then find some like minded people to have fun with. If your english is fluent enough, you can have very interesting conversations. Sexual or clean, it doesn't matter.

I speak french, so I tried french chat sites. Don't take me wrong, I'm not British or something :P but I think that a very large part of French chatters are violent pervs. Violence is not my thing, sorry. The ones who aren't, turn out to be french speaking North Africans, who mostly chat about god and try to marry me. I don't mind speaking about world religions and marriage in general, but I'm chatting out of boredom. I'm not looking for the "special one" online!!

I found some interesting French or french speaking people to talk to, but it took so much effort!

If some man reads this, please tell me. Are all Far East girls cam models?

Imagine you're an everyday bored and horny Thai or Chinese housewife trying to find a sex chat partner. Probably everybody will be blocking you because they think you're a cam wh*re!

Thank God I'm a white caucasian :P

Not that anyone has ever seen pictures of me, but anyway...

Small talk, of all things!

I do feel bad about visiting adult chatrooms and having permanent accounts on them, but not that bad.

I was surprised to find people I can actually talk to about general stuff: news, politics, cultures, hobbies, arts, music. I mean talk to them for hours, like in a normal, clean chat.

I don't mind cybering with such people if the mood is right. It feels kind of normal, like flirting

But the others, the sex starved maniacs who demand pictures or camera shows of me and whose initial approach is a standard, random, nameless "hi, wanna f*ck" message, are those who give this kind of websites a bad name.

Those and the professional cam people and escorts, of course.

Almost two months later...

I'm still visiting adult websites, but only the free ones, of course. I'm not going to pay for something that is not even the real thing!!

Anyway.

What I realised is that those sites are full of pervs, but you can also find some people that are just bored. Horny, too, but mostly bored. Which means I can find chat partners with both brains active. This has nearly became my motto :P The others, the ones that can't say a simple "hello" or take "no" and "I'm not available" as an answer, I simply reject. I can't stand people who expect me to behave like a Thai cam model.

I do have adult conversations, to put it mildly :) but you are not going to read about them in here.

I'm only writting general observations.

Of course I feel bad about it, at times. Of course I feel guilty of being a perv myself.

But how many of you would expect me to find someone to talk about the role of Jesters in Kingdoms in a sex site, of all places!

Solution? No.

I had a bad day, I signed up for a couple of adult chat rooms, I ended up with some msn sex chat. How sad is that?

Imaginary boyfriends is bad enough but imaginary f*ck buddies is pathetic :(

I hope I'll get bored of it soon. I did give them this special msn account for chat, though, not the one I normally use. maybe I'm a bit prude after all.

The question is "why"

I didn't want any sex before 18. When I was a student, I lived with my parents, which was a bit of a problem. I also wanted to finish my studies, which also proved to be a problem. After 25, nobody wanted to f*ck me any more, because nobody else had done it.

Round in circles.

It's not that I'm "saving" it for marriage or something, or that I don't get out much. It's just not happening.

Men do flirt me, which means I'm not that ugly, but either they don't go on or they do but stop when they realize they are indeed the first to break me. And I kind of stopped flirting, because it's not worth taking the trouble and have them run away with silly excuses when I tell them. Or when they figure out by themselves, just before they take me to bed.

At 32, you start thinking you should get married just to have some sex, which is not a good idea.

Doing it just to do it it's not a good idea, too.
Anyway, this is a problem only when I want to flirt or when I want to say "no", but the rest of my life is quite normal. The rest that remains after working hours, that is.

Ok, I could find some drunk man and drag him in my sheets, or pay someone to give my p*ssy some fun at last, but that's not the point. It must have to do with feeling something and there's also some pretty dangerous men out there. Why end up sliced in a plastic bag, for example? I'm not going to open my legs in a bar and say "Someone please break me! I'm desperate down here!"

It's not that I'm a prude or something. Sometimes I think people don't know what they want.
You've had many lovers? You're a slut. You've had none? You're frigid.

Make up your mind, folks!



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